The two queen's battled for a win in a game some one else controlled. Then one day there was only one and when the controller thought the game was over, the piece became real. The remaining queen got away out of sight enough to regain her size and then killed the controller, taking his power for her self. She  then moved on to another world without stopping to realize the controller was immortal and could follow where she went. The disposed queen also was immortal, so she too went full size before leaving with the former controller of the game. For most of eternity and in every realm they battled back and forth but the winning queen remained in power as everyone thought she was good. Being white after all helped with everyone's assumption's. Then without even noticing they all made it back to the original home world the white queen was wanted for many crimes. Most thought she was untouchable as she was the favorite friend of the most powerful lord. I alone knew the truth the could finish her off but didn't have the courage to tell the lord even though he was a friend of mine as well. However one day I simply quit the mission of a fools errand the white queen sent me on as I was an independent soldier anyways. I held no loyalty to her or her friends...except his lord. It broke my heart to tell him that the women had his wife killed considering he wasn't sure if he could trust me after I quit. My lord was to meet with me prior to my quitting and without explanation he never showed or sent notice as to why he never came. My soul knew the answer was because he had his head filled with the lies from those forked tongues he called friends. "Damn those women" I thought bitterly as word of other rumors filled my ears.
      I had spoken to the admiral that had been promoted to fill my position after not having done so in many long years. She was once trying to be my girlfriend but I was married to my work and had a secret crush on some one else so that never happened between us. I finally had to tell some one and she was shocked not by the murder thing but by some thing else I had said. I spoke of a powerful crystal every one sought and they thought she had been gifted it by me when i quit as per the norm, but she had not. I ate the key stone gems long ago as they controlled a powerful world killing weapon. I had been given orders by god himself to give it to no one under any circumstances and they became part of my body and power. My ability to love changed the key stones forever. The problem is that the only one who can get the power from me is my lord and he refuses to come to my side so far as I know. I also know that in order to get them he has to kill me...and that's unlikely as I am the love he lost so long ago. So that is part of the curse I suffer under...along with my unwavering need to be independent and under nobody's rule.
     More then one fool has been goaded into trying to kill me for that power and only get a dead body each time. For what they don't realize is that's not how the power works...it's with love's vibration that releases it not in the flesh taking. The taking of the flesh creates the curse of wanting more flesh...love just is love and the source of life. Of course as I am a mirror soul I have taken on some of the abilities of the dragons and lion men who guard me  which increases it's intensity. Last night though I had a visit from the goddess herself and after she entered my willing body she learned more then she thought she would, and left angrily with a list of names from my mind. She opened the books of life and death together and sent out her wrath as a result of knowing just whom was killing her children. It was the secret of what happened to me however that sent her over the edge and after the fools who kept trying to kill me. Personally I am just tired of the whole game and how it drains me to deal with those fools constantly. That's why I quit again. I can't deal with the insanity and lies being spun out like a spider web of deceit across the whole world and feeling helpless to do any thing about it. 
     I eventually found out the over thrown queen joined with the white queen in hopes to change things but it's unlikely as I never did trust her word to be true. The former queen was actually responsible in part for Atlantis blowing up along with the white queen. Of course the world thought I had done so from the ship but as I was...actually...inside the power crystal used to blow things up and the thing had to controlled externally from the control room...I could not have done so. They now all seek that crystal like the holey grail and yet are also scared of me. I always wondered why I had to remain calm and now I know...I guess I could blow up...I wonder if it's literally? Any ways I guess only time will tell considering prophecies have yet to be full filled...I wonder if all that's a lie too as most everything I knew was any ways according to the collective council teachings. I say let them spin their own stupidity around them selves only for once...it would be nice if everyone especially my lord could see them for whom they really are...but that's just a pipe dream...like my love for him...even if I do out rank him in the royal sense...he still has to believe me and decide for himself what to do.