Over the years I have felt the pain of having my rights violated because of religious ideals. Human rights are not optional folks. I have been made to feel out casted by many over the years because I like both genders. It depends on the soul coming through or even the one I am dealing with at the moment the feelings strike to the surface. Until I came out of the closet and openly admitted that yes my girl body likes girls I hadn't realized the extent some would go to convince me I was going to hell like it was their personal mission to keep me from hell. I was there already...and to tell you the truth my personal collective of spirit friends are all victims of such extreme opinions. As a matter of fact at some point in the not so distant past it was legal to murder a gay person as if they were a piece of filth...unlike the murderer I guess. BULLSHIT! Quite a few were actually soldiers killed while on duty by fellow soldiers, others killed themselves over the issue, while some like Shawn...would put himself in the most dangerous situations in the hopes he would die. He was teased badly by many a female when he turned down their advances even if he was bi sexual and would have sex with a female if he was so inclined. It was more like he was a priest at heart and didn't want anything to do with sex at all...like me. Only he was much stronger at avoiding the need to masterbate unlike me. It's a crying shame how many souls were destroyed over this issue alone. One that was needless to say the least especially in an era when it was acceptable like the one all my friends came from. All it took was a couple assholes in charge to bring back old prejudices into the minds of a few natural killer types and convince them it was ok to harm based on a religious ideal. Which it is not of course but try saying that to them as they go around the world spewing their words like the vomit of a sick man. Many of the queens we now try to avoid were secretly among those as long as it applied to the men.
            That one sided feeling of the women was actually the main reason they targeted us all...total jealousy. It's not like the guys didn't do their manly duties and give them tons of kids to birth. Three of the queen goddess's, as they dubbed themselves vainly, were so upset if my male 'gay' friends even so much as spoke to their male friends like they would infect them by just talking as if they had the flu or something communicable. They went around telling everyone that was not directly connected to us or even their friends not thinking the enemy would ever feel the need to come by one day and tell us just what the two faced queen's goddess's were saying. They weren't believed exactly so cameras and audio equipment were placed around where the women would frequent so the words could be disproved. Only problem was our enemy was the only one's telling the truth to us and on top of that they had nothing to gain but opening our eyes. The more we listened the more we learned about how forked tongued our own rulers were becoming. It was too late to do anything about it however as they already had done the worst of their deeds by the time they were caught bragging about it all. The ones that over heard the queens were dead so they had nothing to worry about or so they thought...until they discovered that the main system had taken over our snooping task. It all went to the main crystal library and so they sought out to destroy that as well. However their actions might have sunk Atlantis but the crystal they so badly wanted disappeared into a tear in the fabric of the space time continuum. So the single most powerful crystal was lost and shattered into the pieces known as the gods and goddess's of old. The women then went through time and killed off most of the ancient ones in an effort to get them all except one...me. They actually needed the spirit friends of mine on their side too and did for a brief period when I was a nosy fool. However considering we were all set free and the meaning of that plus being partially accepted along with confidence in ourselves we decided to do our own thing for a change...no matter how pissed the others got. I laugh because as they seek a crystal gem...I integrated that some time ago and the only gem they'll find is a fleshling with abilities now. It just goes to show you...they're only concerned with objects still and not real people.
         In the future that we came from it actually was the norm for most to be uneducated in the traditional sense which included reading  and writing and those like us whom could were either really rich or just plain odd some how. We weren't rich as far as we knew but we were lucky enough to hide in an underground and really old building with very well preserved books, videos and educational and other various items off all kinds. It even had a store of food that was still good mostly. We were like kids with the huge place all to ourselves until the queens people found us and said us low lifes had no right to all such wealth and forced us out. The place we discovered later had a curse to it and as they violated that by removing more then they personally needed to survive...the spirit that placed the curse follows them to this day for their eternal greed. Why? because what they wanted was the main power core source taking the spirit that dwelled inside with them. The spirit liked how we had a free love thing going and as he was actually a gay rich man himself once he sympathized with us and not the children of his personal oppressors. This spirit said he was named after his real father and the name sent shock waves through us all...the great angel Michael. I remembered later that I actually had many kids my self in each life most never knowing who their parents were as I died soon after they were born or they were simply taken from me. That's another thing I have yet to tell my lord and love if he ever speaks again. It's unlikely he even knew he had kids with anyone and even if they were done in the astral sense soul kids are still kids. I wonder about them still to this day as I know there's at least three in each dimension an as there's more then 26 that number would be astronomical by now. Maybe some day if fate allows. For now I have to deal with the oddity of being mostly a male soul in a girl body as per my own wish...if I was going back in time I wanted to be respectable when it came to liking guys...now it seems like a silly wish to some degree...oh well.