THE WORD MADDNESS IN THE TITLE OUT OF THE MIND OF MADDNESS IS SPELLED WRONG, YES WE ADMIT, AS I AM PARTIALLY BLIND YOU SHOULD KNOW. I LEFT IT LIKE THAT AFTER I SET THE TITLE PAGE UP...CRAZY SHIT I THOUGHT...CONSIDERING I AM A WRITER AND I KNOW HOW TO SPELL. I SAID OH WELL WHAT THE FUCK EVER AFTER WORDS. I STARTED WRITING THE STORY ORIGINALLY AS A CHILD WHEN I WAS PLAGUED BY VIVID AND LUCID DREAMS OF A DIFFERENT WORLD I COULD NOT EXPLAIN. OVER THE YEARS I MANAGED TO PICK UP SPIRITS FROM THE VARIOUS PLACES I TRAVELED...BUT MOSTLY MY MULTIPLICITY COMES FROM A SEVERE HEAD INJURY TO SEVERAL PARTS OF MY BRAIN AND WITH THE CONTINUED STRESS I DEVELOPED A MULTIPLE. THE DOCTORS CALLED IT DISSOCIATIVE IDENTITY DISORDER AND I CALL IT MADNESS. I THOUGHT BY WRITING IT WOULD STOP LIKE THE DOCTORS SAID BUT ALL IT DID WAS TO CREATE A COOPERATION WHICH A SIT TURNS OUT IS THE BEST ON COULD EXPECT FROM THIS DISORDER. NOW AS MY OVER FIRED RIGHT FRONT TEMPERAL AREA OF THE BRAIN ACTIVATES OTHER PARTS I FEEL THE SPIRITUALITY OF GOD FLOW THROUGH ME LIKE I WAS AN ANGEL. THEN ONE DAY SOMEONE ACTUALLY DID A FANCY SERIES OF TESTS AND SAID I HAD A DISORDER CALLED ANGEL MEN SYNDROME ON TOP OF MULTIPLE FORMS OF DYSLEXIA AS WELL AS OTHER ISSUES. IT MADNESS I TELL YOU WHAT. OTHERS SAY ITS A GIFT BUT I AM NOT SO SURE PERSONALLY. 
    THE OTHERS THAT COME OUT ARE GENUINE SPIRITS AND KIN IN MANY WAYS TO ME CRAZY AS THAT MIGHT SEEM. I WISH I WAS SMARTER AND PRETTIER OR AT LEAST THE SOLDIER THE MALE IN ME REMEMBERS BEING. I HAD A LOT OF THERAPY OVER THE YEARS AND ACCORDING TO THEM I AM NOT CRAZY BUT THE PHYSICS OF MY ISSUE SAY OTHER WISE. ONCE FIRED UP THE BRAIN DOES NOT GO BACK...AND AS I HAD AMNESIA AND BRAIN DAMAGE FROM A SEVERE HEAD INJURY THEY SAY SOME PARTS WERE EFFECTIVELY REROUTED TO COMPENSATE. MY FRIENDS TALK OF INCREASING VIBRATIONS OF THE BRAIN AND BODY AND ALL THAT LEADS TO WHEN I AM ALONE IS INSANITY. I NEED A FRIEND OF LIKE MIND LIVING WITH ME OR I FEAR I WILL END UP IN A MENTAL WARD. YEARS THAT'S MY WORST FEAR AS I HAVE BEEN THERE  BEFORE. SO YOU KNOW THE INCREASED SIZE OF TEXT FONT IS NOT SHOUTING IT IS SO IT CAN BE READ EASIER BY FOLKS LIKE ME WITH BAD EYES. 
       THIS BLOG IS  ABOUT THE REAL AUTHOR...MICHELE...AND SO YOU KNOW ALSO I HAVE AT LEAST EIGHT LEGITIMATE PERSONALITIES. MY EYE COLOR, SPEECH AND MANNERISMS CHANGE WITH EACH ONE. FROM MALES OF SEVERAL KINDS TO FEMALES AND EVEN A HERMAPHIDITE. THE HERM AS I SAY FOR SHORT IS THE ORIGINAL PERSONALITY OF THE BODY. I AM A MESS AND WHEN I AM STRESSED IT GETS WORSE. YET WITH THE TEACHINGS OF LOVES STABILITY AND FRIENDSHIPS I HAVE RECEIVED I FEEL MORE STABLE THANK FULLY. ONE THING IS FOR SURE...I CAN'T STOP WRITING...IT'S IN MY BLOOD AND MY OBSESSION NOW. EACH PERSON IN ME HAS A STORY TO TELL HENCE THE BLOG. SO I HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND ME SOME NOW. ALL WE TRULY WANT IS TO NOT BE FORGOTTEN AND LOVED...TO BE REASSURED THAT IT WILL BE ALRIGHT. I GIVE OUT THOSE STATEMENTS EVERY DAY TO OTHERS
WITH THE BELIEF IT IS RETURNED AGAIN TO ME. MY GREATEST WISH IN LIFE IS TO HAVE THE MAN OF MY DREAMS IN MY LIFE. A MAN WHO LOVES MY MADNESS...A MAN WHO WILL HELP ME OUT OF THE MIND OF MADNESS I LIVE IN EVERY DAY.