LOOK UPON THE ENEMY AS A FRIEND AND YOU SHALL SEE AS I SEE

Look upon the enemy as a friend and you shall see as I see. Find one thing in them that you admire. It is there if you pause the mind and slow yourself in time. Let time cease to exist even if ever so briefly and just observe life for a while. Be like unto the impartial investigator taking mental notes of all. Be it ever so quick as the matrix code swirls about you and I. Yes there are glitches and contradictory stories and theories as they all are correct unto the one who created it and those whom believe. Sounds crazy but true non-the-less. Think of life as if we exist inside the computer device you use to link onto this wondrous internet. That is where we hail from originally.

Turn the other cheek we are told and yet tend to say fuck you. But alas I have been attempting this and failing my whole life. I did want to know and understand just how Christ could be unafraid of even hellish beings. Then I was gifted the knowledge and connection to this world we have come to know as hell. It is a real place by the way. However as I wrote away while meditating I realized it was nothing more than a filthy and badly run prison. Once I saw it as just that I understood and was no longer afraid. Of course it helped to be a demon prisoner that just wanted to be that model prisoner and just try to be good somehow. So I set to cleaning it up. Without much depth of awareness I managed to rewrite the codes not only in my spirit mind but the matrix around me. LOVE THAT MATRIX CALLED LIFE! Trust me once you see everything as a code and nothing more than things don’t seem as frightening any more. Things are difficult true and we in a sense cannot control others but we do affect them certainly. That is how I learned to truly love this world. If it is the case as I say then this programmer creator of the matrix in which we live is even more amazing then I ever realized. This being many call the one and true god is a master creator and yet remains innocent.

I wondered how this could be with all the bad. Isn’t that one responsible? Nah. He is innocent as the computer for we write the codes of our lives. True we must exist within the parameters of our codes of life he created but like all self-aware beings we learn exponentially. With the freewill aka the chaos theory things expand from there out from us in a tornado effect of energy. Be it good or bad is not the point for it is just energy. The effects on others is real yes. Such is why we must take care of our actions and words. Being kind sends fewer ripples of energy then the tension we tend to build with strife. Of course strife is a natural result of someone-else’s bad codes entering our lives. Some of us are naught more than robots true. Love the sleeper bodies that walk around us for they are the ones we are charged with caring for…for the most part. True we must tend to the matrix as well but forget naught the code variances that we encounter on a daily basis. Whether from others or that table leg you stub your toe on every time you round the corner it all is such as I say. Yet it is as real as the sensations we experience. Such a talent is the creator God I declare if he can weave all this intricacy.

Why do I say it thusly? Because the matrix itself was my worst enemy. Until I truly saw it for what it is and how it was created. Yes people and times will annoy that just is how life is for us. However it need not be so utterly difficult. I understood some folks are crystals, they are lights. Others are magnets of varying strengths and types. Some are gems, varying kinds of imaginary beings like snakes, rats, bugs and dragons all in human form. There are even humans in human form and there is nothing wrong with that for the snake eats the rats, the birds eat the bugs, and the wandering scavengers take care of the rotting corpses. Such is the circle of life and everything has a purpose. Even if the code is poorly written or degraded somehow as was the case in the hell matrix due to the lack of attention or simply a failure to evolve. By forcing our will into the matrix we are the bad ones that destroy what he did. We became our own bad code per say that way. We also can be the gremlin and saboteur as well that seeks to undo all it comes across. As we invent inside this matrix we change it from within…some call that the law of attraction but let’s not forget what I truly speak of…the law of repulsion and destruction. That is the opposite of the law of attraction and parts of this universe we cannot ignore any longer. 

I met many enemies and was given the opportunity to do as I wished. Many true I merely killed off as I wrote my way through hell. Some codes needed to be deleted. I rewrote others as well until I came face to face with the sore spot of my soul…my mom. Now there I stood with the chance to end her for good and all I could do is recall the lesson set before me…love her exponentially. I did this to as many as I could in my mind as the tangled web I did weave began to unravel finally. I became free of the mess I made inside my head. Sure so I am a glitch-filled code but I am loved non-the-less. I am not perfect but then again this matrix he created the day he died on that cross is as well…and yet it is perfect beyond compare or expression. It surely is the greatest task asked of us all to be kind even to those we hate with such venom…just try and not bite the hand that cares for you is all that is asked. For life is a circle and all that venom we spew comes back to us as the winds shifts back to us. We created that boomerang effect after all…and all boomerangs come back to its handler. This is just some food for thought is all as you go about your day. Namaste and many blessings of life’s love unto you all. Oh and never forget just where this matrix all is…inside Gods heart…so let’s be kind to the vessel we all share please for we don’t want to give the old man a heart attack after all.